Hot Hot Heat has been the soundtrack to my life the last three months. Absolute spot on lyrics. Haven't listen to them in ages but it helps when music gets you through the awkward stuff. Being insanely private is one thing but it's weird to reach out and ask for someone to listen when you haven't even shared with them the good, it seems unfair to share with them the bad. So I guess, I'll slowly get over it and (hopefully) laugh when I look back at how funny my emotions can be.
Sleep schedule been out of whack, but it doesn't help that I've stayed up till 1am almost every day last week due to the games, late dinners and reddit friends. It feels so good to reconnect with the group and I am so glad baseball is back and you get to share all your hopes and dreams and rage and fears and how the bases can be loaded and Posey is up to bat and you scream 'WHY HAVE DREAMS?' and then your heart wants to burst when they leave everyone on base. OH GOD. MESS. You also want to run to the field and love Chase Utley after he catches everything and is able to work those sweet, sweet DP's. I really, really, really need to share my thoughts before the season started, I had like 50% written up but feel like such an asshole if I post it now because so far, everything has been better than expected. I try so hard to stay optimistic and I am the 'conservative' fan of the group who is always positive but very hard on the team for the smallest things. Biggest joy, when a pitchers retires the side. Biggest rage, LOB city man... You see people of other teams cry when they leave a man on base, I tell them we perfected it. LOB city all day, every day.
Jackie Robinson Day couldn't have been any better. What a dream come true. I was very nervous because baseball is cruel and of course the dreadful Madbum vs Kershaw match up where everything goes work. Ohoho, but little do we know it would be Kiké Hernández night with two, TWO homeruns off Bumgarner and had a double and 4 rbi's that night. Absolute beast. As Bumgarner left the game, the jumbo screens had the highlight segment of Kiké being Kiké, hitting bombs, robbing runs and being that flamboyant club house presence of licking his lips, shaking his hips, cheering like a fangirl and showing off his rear. It's always fun to see someone not familiar with the player and ask, wait did he really do what I just saw. Yes, just go with it. Whatever works. Kershaw goes 7. I couldn't be more pleased.
♥️♥️♥️ --> So I am going to Disneyland this weekend! I'll be with my sister, her husband and their kids. It will be a not-so-easy trip, because you know, Charlie is a baby. But honestly I've done everything I need to do at Disneyland and I am mostly into the food, people watching and shows these days. Lines and rides don't hold much interest (except Space Mountain. Always Space Mountain and Star Tour, and Big Thunder and, oh hell. I love the rides!!) but I am mostly there to take the 453958473364547 pics needed. We have a character meal reservation and Briar is doing the freakin' almost 200.00 princess package. She's doing the Castle package, it's for her birthday and lols at boys only costing like 20.00 omg. Go look at the Frozen packages and LAUGH, what a rip off. Frozen, that's enough from you.
